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nokkie

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Best friends

18 November 2009 - 03:05 AM

Okay here goes, well yeah i'm a girl, 15, and yeah..i've had a crush on one of my best friends for over a year, and a couple of months ago..i confessed.
I have no idea what he thought at that time but he just laughed, but not in that "AHAHAHA YOU LIKE ME" mean way but yeah in a surprised way.
He never really gave me an answer..and sometimes i think you know its a good thing, do i really wanna know what he thinks? but its becoming really fustrating.
It was awkward at first but yeah we began talking again and i guess it kind of went back to normal..
But now.. we don't even talk anymore.
This is a really long story so i'll try and explain it in the most simple way i can.
There are 2 other girls involved, lets call them 'Lucy' and 'Tina'.
Well, he once liked Lucy and he even asked her out but he broke up with her a week later.
He then liked Tina, whom apparently kind of led him on but turned out she didn't like him.
He went emo for a while.
I confessed.
Some stuff happened at my birthday, involving him and Lucy (..) which led to him saying that i was someone he cherished and someone he would never want to hurt or make cry..
Things began to go downward from then on and yeah we don't talk anymore.
Just last week Lucy told me that his friend told her that he likes her but "doesn't want to go out with her" and apparently he admitted it..
I don't know how i smiled and tried to sound excited for her but wow it hit me like a brick wall.
It didn't hurt me as much to know that he liked her but that he didn't tell me and in a way i feel betrayed.
It would've hurt less to have heard it from him..
I just lost all hope after that and seeing how close he is to Tina, i guess i got replaced.
Sometimes i think he's not talking to me because he doesn't want to lead me on.. or he just doesn't know what to say but deep down i know that's just an excuse :D
My friends are telling me that i should talk to him, be the person that fixes this gap but i just..can't
I know i'm being stubborn but if we start talking again whatever happens between him and Lucy is going to hurt me twice as much.
I just can't handle it anymore and i'm tired of being the one that does the chasing..
They keep giving me hope that maybe he "likes me" but obviously he doesn't
:P I miss those late night talks, his enthusiasm when i went online, the way he looked at me...
We used to refer to each other as 'bestest bestest friends' and it felt like there were no secrets between us.
I used to tell him everything, vice versa.
I guess all good things come to an end.

If you guys have any questions, feel free to ask.
I would also appreciate any advice but i doubt there's anything i can do to make things better.. i would still like to hear what you guys have to say.
Any personal experiences would be awesome too, would love to hear your stories.
Oh and haha thanks for reading, how draining (;

Kanye west ruins Taylor Swifts night

14 September 2009 - 02:32 AM


You guys probably all know about it and if you don't just watch it and you'll see (:
Gosh poor Taylor, her first VMA award and that happens...
http://www.youtube.c...player_embedded
:lol: GO BEYONCE! how nice of her (:

IMO what kanye did was really rude and inconsiderate, but atleast he didn't say
"i hate you taylor, you don't deserve to win" or something along those lines.
What do you guys think?

blogger.com

27 May 2009 - 10:43 PM

:) I was just wondering if anyone has a blog? and if your wondering what it is, it's like a diary type of thing where you keep people posted about what's going on, how you feel atm etc
I've just recently started using it and i have to say, its pretty cool.
Lol this sounds really dumb but i haven't told any of my friends about it..haha theres things they dont know D:
Anyway if you have one and don't mind sharing, put your link here and ill add you :hug:
Here's mine: http://ngoc-starrr.blogspot.com
Oh and if you want to make one: www.blogger.com (:

BoA's new hairstyle

31 December 2008 - 06:41 AM

Her hair at the SBS Gayo Daejun was similar to the GOT style.
It definitely suits her new style "Damn right its all about me" :P
Its all about dominance and power :lol:
Her hair was puffy and messy and damn she looked sexy xD
DID YOU SEE THE WAY SHE SHOOK HER HAIR? lol
Now she has that rebel punkish sexy look :) keke i love this style, but what about you guys?
What do you think of this messy rebel look?
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I LOVE HER OUTFITS, vest and baggy pants are in :lol:

Body piercings

04 December 2008 - 01:53 AM

HEY
I have 6 piercings altogether, left ear; 1 helix, 1 tragus, 2 ear lobes. Right ear; 2 ear lobes
The tragus didnt hurt as much as i suspected..and that theory of hereing a cracking or whatever sound isnt true =__=
Well I\'m planning to get a rook or else a snug done but for the rook im not sure how old you have to be? Im 14.. does anyone know?
Anyway how many/what piercings do you guys have???
Kekeke i also want my tongue and lip done (>v<)
PICTURES ARE VERY WELCOME :] I'll probably post a picture later :lol:
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Left ear
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right ear (I JUST GOT MY ROOK PIERCED!!)