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miduhyo

Member Since 29 Dec 2008
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#2207771 BoA will begin shooting for "COBU 3D" on Monday

Posted by miduhyo on 06 May 2011 - 07:55 PM

Every post i see of COBU i just sit here and get more and more anxious. gosh.... hahahaha i'm so excited!


#2185360 BoA and Se7en discover the new sign Ophiuchus

Posted by miduhyo on 16 January 2011 - 11:29 PM

Its been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since I posted here. GOSH WHEN DID THE LAYOUT CHANGE SO MUCH!?!?! I feel so out of the times. hahaha. Anyway!!! Se7en randomly 'holla's at everything. It cracks me up. hahaha. I absolutely love how much people are freaking out about this. I know its a big change but yeah... really for everyone before 09 it doesn't effect us at all so i love how people are like 'OEIHF;LAKDHF;LADKHDGF;LAKDJHF WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I'M A GEMINI FOREVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"

Love it! Love you BoA and Se7en!!! :D


#2044834 A love that'll never happen

Posted by miduhyo on 12 July 2009 - 01:49 AM

Yes... i believe in love very much. I know its out there. Maybe its a little lost, but its the journey that counts -- not the destination. :D

I agree very strongly with what Dali ^^ said. There is NOTHING wrong with you, NOTHING at all. Please don't think that, honey! :)
You're not alone in this search. I've been searching too! Granted I'm only sixteen so you don't have to listen to me since its not really an adult perspective. But i promise you that you'll get what you deserve, and you deserve a lot, you're a great person and right now you're a little lost.

And thats okay!


To be lost is to find your way, right? But you have to take a breath, look around and enjoy what you have. I've been taught that you'll find something -- once you stopped looking for it -- it'll come around. Just stop looking behind the bends! You have to stand still so it can catch up to you!

And you know whats the hardest about not being in a relationship? Seeing how everyone else is, right? I get very cornered when i see my friends talking about their boyfriends/being with them, you know? You kind of just sit there and think "Oh god, get me out of this situation." I've been known to basically just flee the scene right there and then just because of that factor. After a little bit though, i started to think to myself "Stop begging for it and it'll come" (like i said earlier) and then i started to focus more on myself! I made myself become better.

Now please, please! don't mix up what i said right there. I don't mean i made myself become better like how guys will look at me, or anything like that, i mean that i made myself better for me I made myself proud to be who i was. Every morning i'd wake up and look in the mirror and just think "You look great today!" and i'd make myself happy! If you walk around with a droopy expression everyone is going to get a different perspective of you than who you really are! Be yourself, be confident, don't doubt! Love comes in mysterious ways!

Easy thing to remember out of this all is "It'll come once you stopped looking for it!" my parents taught me that when i lost an earring when i was like 9. haha, and i remember it now, and it helps me with everything that i feel is lost. I promise you it'll happen. and remember -- Don't think anything is wrong with you! You are who you are and you're loved for it! If you change... you won't be who you are? Get it? haha. I know its easier said then done -- but i promise -- just relax and enjoy the ride!!! :)