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apocadelic

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fate is cruel.....

24 August 2007 - 03:40 AM

i woke up on tuesday morning with a girl cuddling me like a bolster....
that girl was not a stranger, i knew her for 2 years already, and we chat more in msn....
we found out that we both liked each other.... and fate is sometimes cruel...... u'll see why after u read what happened

anyway.... it all started at monday nite
i went to Penang with my friends, which is 2 states up north from where i lived, coz that day my exams finished, and she tole me her parents were out of town, and we could come and party, so went there party in her house like there's no tomorrow...
and i got tipsy.....the last thing i remembered was the time 2am, then boom, i'm lost, i totally dunno what happened after that... then woke up next day with her cuddling me like a bolster. i could not forget the situation, her head was rested in between my shoulder & the chest and she left a patch of drool on my shirt :huh:

anyway....1st thing i did was checked if i lost my virgin status or not...... and since ppl that dun have circumcision could check...... and i did not lose it..... and then she woke up........ what she did ? she got on top of me, lie on top of me and told me what happened & laugh & make fun of me, i totally did not expected that......
i was blushing hard........ but i kept denying i was blushing, coz her face was just few inches away from mine....

then she told me that the previous nite....... i went crazy a bit, just yelling around & talking crap, then fell onto her bed & KOed & slept off.
she was conscious, coz she did not drink at all, i did not get any alcohol smell on her at all, she told me she needed to stay conscious, coz it's her responsibility to take care of the house inside & as well as outside.
after i KOed....... soon later then she came to sleep, what she did was...... pushed me into position, i mean sleeping position, so she had space to sleep, once she done with it, she slept off beside me.... and woke up cuddling me

then i asked her some questions.....

"how come u dare to sleep beside me ??"
"it's my bed of course i sleep on my bed, it should be u sleeping somewhere else"
"then why u never kick me off like most girl would ??"
"why waste my energy ? besides..... u were sleeping so comfortably, i also dun wanna bother u"
"aren't u afraid if i intentionally or accidentally made out with u ?"
"u dare !? i would break ur dick, and electrocuted u..... i let u sleep on my bed & u still dare to take advantage of me tsk tsk tsk....."

then she said this whole thing i could never forget.......
"but seriously, i know.....i trust & believe u will not do it, if u had done it, or even try...... i would be very disappointed, and looks like i was rite about u, u're different from all the guys i knew, u're special......."
then we continue to spend like 1 hour on the bed talking about each other, then we left for breakfast......
and i couldn't help but think that she likes me.......
and during breakfast, out of no where, she told me something........

"u know.... u're exactly the person u are in msn, i mean most guys are not how they are in msn, but u're that, u said u would not lose ur virginity to any girl, i did not believe, but now i believe, even when u were conscious earlier and i was on top of u.... u did not try to even take advantage of me...... thats why u're special to me.....and thats why i like u"
i almost choked.... then soon, i told her she is different from all the girls i know & because of that she is special to me as well, and also the reason why i like her, she just smiled at me.......and gave me a nod and said....."i know, so do i"
she's different from all the girls i know, so open-minded but yet firm with her dignity......... really one of a kind, then we continued with breakfast, then went back her house......

later b4 i left to go back KL, she did this one thing.......
she kissed me just beside my lips, and say it's a goodbye kiss...... all i could say is she took my breath away.....
she was the type of girl i've been looking all along, and likewise she has been searching for a guy like me........
but life is unfair...... fate is cruel........

some of u might be wondering whats so bad about this situation rite ??
well, this is why.....
now that we both found each other...... we could not be together...
coz fate is separating us with distance.
even here now in M'sia, we're separated by 2 states, and next year i'm leaving for Australia, and she is leaving for UK....
i'm happy that we found each other, but sad with the fact we are not meant to be together, and yesterday nite, she told me the same thing in msn.....and told me what happened thru out that day would be kept deep inside her and told me how she hated our fate, and we told each other to live happily & stay as how we are rite now, coz we know neither any of us could bear with long distance relationship... and i told her, let fate decide, if u're meant to be mine, we'll somehow be together one day...

although i said that, but even until now i can't help but think back about that day, and think how cruel this fate is.......
that day nite after i reach home she told me what she could not forget the most was my blushing face during the morning , and she will make fun of me saying "u look so cute when u're blushing, show me again.....hen ke ai o(very cute in chinese)很可爱哦...." and she keeps saying that to me everytime on msn, and it fills me with mixed feelings of happy, anger & hate....... anger & hate towards our fate :sly:

Check this out

04 August 2007 - 08:36 AM

Something i found in Youtube........ u'll laugh your arse out....

Worst Kung Fu Auditions

Enjoy it LOL :lol:

Ever felt that u're lucky that u dun end up in a tradegy ??

25 June 2007 - 06:38 AM

well...... it's been a long time since i posted here, anyway, just to show u all how unlucky & lucky i was today........ I had POISONING, not food poisoning, just POISONING........
(i could've died today)

see...... i woke up today feeling great, thinking that today is gonna be another great day for me, but no........ turns out to be i'm the unlucky one today, the glass which i normally use to have my milk today morning turns out to have specks of ant poison, the ant poison is in dust form, and i remember my mum using it yesterday, so i guess it might be the wind that blew specks of those poison dusts into the glass, or that a dying ant with poison dusts all over the body ran across the glass.......

well, being in a rush, i never looked properly, and just poured in the milk and drank it...... went to college by 10, and got into class, the poison started after half an hour being in the class, i felt like vomiting, dizzy, numb & yes even felt like having diarrhea..... but i got thru the class......surprisingly

and then..... it just attacks me harder in each passing minute, i vomited 3 times in college and then decide to skip my next class and go see the doc...... and it was 2pm by that time, jam time to go home, but i prayed that it'll be smooth flowing, and thank God, this time he listened to me, so yes i drove myself all the way to the clinic and home, the doc checked and told me i'm lucky that i came b4 the poisoning becomes worse, and that i'm actually lucky that it's just minor amount of poison dusts that got into me...... so he gave me the tablets, and guess what, i got broke paying for it and i still owe 10 bucks coz i forgotten to top up my wallet today but she was nice she let me off in debt, then i went home........ and thankfully i did not get into any accident

well...... went home took the pills and got on my bed........and slept till around 7pm and woke up feeling much better, though i'm still feeling a bit numb now....... but the vomiting and diarrhea had stopped, guess i'm a unlucky fella today which turns out to be lucky that i'm still alive rite now this instance

i'm really thankful that my younger sister did not use the glass, or it would be her instead of me getting the poisoning, i dun think she is strong enough to handle it.......
and P.S......... now i know how the ant feels when they take the poison dusts

Some interesting thing

30 April 2007 - 08:54 PM

I dunno if this should be in the lounge or the member's info area coz of the pics..... if it's there then please move it :notworthy:
Try this thing, it's quite funny when the result comes out......
but u would need to register though....... :D

Celebrity Face Recognition

here's mine
Posted Image Posted Image

the photo u use, ur head and face must be straight, no 45 degrees tilted or any degree......well maybe 5 degrees is okay
the problem here is there is no collage to show 2 pics only :D
so u'll have to separate it if u want to show 2 pics

Erm..... i need some help

21 July 2006 - 11:14 PM

Does anybody know the title & artist of this song ??

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