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I'm afraid that this guy would hit me because :
1) Our eyes always meet. Like when I merely look at him he would know and look back. Into my eyes even.

2)There was this once i turned around to look at my friends. Then he happened to be standing up.. and he KNEW i would turned around and again our eyes met.

3)He was kind of in a daze looking at me whilst i was busy listening to the announcements teacher had to give..

Is he going to hit me ?I'm afraid.
Because he's the ego type of guys. The very proud kind..And he's popular in school.Good looking and all.


I'm scared.  

Hello all. . =))) I've heard that washing your hair everyday will speeden your hair growth rate, is it true ??
Any other methods ?

I've been angsting over this.

I hope some of ya still remember how evil Justina is.

The problem is that i've been liking this guy for a long long time. Like since last year ? His name is DK in short. We used to hit it off the minute we met in school. Like within an hour we were playing together. And that was like so blissful for me.
Then Justina got hold of this ; and she spreaded to dk and alot of people saying that i was the one who told her i liked dk, thus meaning her information is 'first hand'.

Since then, Dk and I have drifted apart. We no longer even look at each other. I'm feeling VERY heart-broken.
But i cant let go.
And the worse thing is : I HAVE FRECKLES.
But people told me to REJOICE, because dk has freckles too. "

Then, there's this guy in my school who keeps looking at me. -.- And its like, even his friends would turn and look at me if i walk past, and once im in their sight. Then recently our school had this even. And i was playing some traditional game with my friends. And he happened to be at the balcony of the vicinity and my friends said he rested on the railing and looked at me.
Is he admiring me or is he sick ? =x

Please help me. The DK thing. Im like so depressed nowadays.

Dear friends.. I need your advice, or rather suggestion on this :
My mom and sis would be flying off to London on June05 at night. I'll be left all alone at home as my dad is seldom at home. The thing is, i'm afraid of the dark , and also I'm afraid of being alone, as its always freaky at night. =( Anyone has any tips to like, distract me from the freakiness ? I'm really afraid of the supernatural stuff at times and my imagination all goes wild.

Im really afraid.  

This story is so touching.. I almost teared.

[I shortened some parts of it because most of them were dots. =x]


my mom only had one eye.
i hated her, she was such an
embarressment.my mom ran a small shop at a flea
market.she collected little weeds and such to
sell anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarressment.
there was this one day during elementary
school..
it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarressed. how could she do
this to
me? i threw her a hateful look and ran
out.

the next day at school...
"your mom only has one eye?!?!" ..and
they
taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just
dissappear from
this world
so i said to my mom,
"mom.. why dont you have the other
eye?!
if you're only gonna make me a
laughingstock,
why dont you just die?!!!"
my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same
time, it
felt good to think that i had said what i'd
wanted to
say all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt
punished
me,
but i didnt think that i had hurt her
feelings very
badly.

that night...
i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get
a glass
of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if
she
was afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her
earlier, there
was something pinching at me in the
corner of my
heart.
even so, i hated my mother who was
crying out of
her one eye. so i told myself that i would
grow up
and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our
desperate poverty..

then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and
studied,
and got accepted in the Seoul University
with all
the confidence i had.

then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.
then i had kids, too..
now i'm living happily as a successful
man.
i like it here because it's a place that
doesnt
remind me of my mom.

this happiness was getting bigger and
bigger,
when..

what?!
who's this?!
...it was my mother...
..still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart
on me.
my little girl ran away, scared of my
mom's eye.
and i asked her,

"who are you?!"
"i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make
that real. i
screamed at her," how dare you come to
my
house and scare my daughter!"


"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

and to this, my mother quietly answered,
"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the
wrong
address,"
and she dissappeared out of sight.


thank good ness... she doesnt recognize
me..
i was quite relieved.

i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or
think
about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...

one day, a letter regarding a school
reunion came
to my house. so, lying to my wife that i
was going
on a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the old
shack,
that i used to call a house...just out of
curiosity

there, i found my mother fallen on the
cold ground.
but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand.... it
was a
letter to me.

my son...
i think my life has been long enough
now..

and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...
but would it be too much to ask if i
wanted you to
come visit me once in a while?
i miss you so much.. and i was so glad
when i
heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school.
...for you...
and i'm sorry that i only have one eye,
and i was
an embarressment for you.

you see, when you were very little, you
got into an
accident, and lost your eye. as a mom, i
couldnt
stand watching you having to grow up
with only
one eye... so i gave you mine...
i was so proud of my son that was seeing
a whole
new world for me, in my place, with that
eye. i was
never upset at you for anything you did..
the
couple times that you were angry with
me,.. i
thought to myself, 'it's because he loves
me..'

my son... oh, my son...
i dont want you to cry for me, because of
my
death.

please dont cry....
my son, i love you so much.

something gripped the corner of my
heart.

and tears were flowing from the eye that
my
mother had given me..
my mom... my loving mom...
such simple words as 'i love you', that i
never told
her...
such simple things as buying my mom a
dinner.
such simple things as buying her pretty
clothes...
that i never did...

and still, my mom loved me til her very
end....
im sorry..
it wasnt my mom that was the retard with
one
eye...
it was me, that....

all these things i realized too late...
mother, please
forgive me...
mother, im sorry... im so sorry.....
and the words i never got around to
telling you,....

i love you.
...i love you mom...