My theme for this song, when I was composing lyrics for it, was about a forbidden love. A man and a girl, loving each other, but they can't no matter how much they want to. Still, they can't surpress their feelings for each other. Of course, the girl, younger than the man, knows this but still tries to get closer, but the man knows better. So there will be confusion, disagreement and lingering created because of that and both will wonder what each other is thinking about. This shows that even though they're both in different places, two different unreachable places, that their thoughts are EXACTLY the same for each othe and that's the proof of their love.
Enjoy~ It's my most emotional one so far yet!
キミのとなりで (English Version: One Look)
For you, only you, let me hear your deepest wish
Look inside, to your inner soul
One look, it’s all I need to feed what’s inside
A desire to keep you here by me
I know why you push away
Refuse to even touch my hand
Won’t look back to say goodbye
But still you won’t leave…
Between us there’s a space that I
I can’t fill up no matter what
You have the choice to leave me
Yet you stay here with me
Why do you play with my heart like this?
Is it fun for you? Do you laugh at me?
I know it’s better if you leave me now
But don’t go… Don’t leave my side and,
For you, only you, let me hear your deepest wish
Look inside, to your inner soul
One look, it’s all I need to feed what’s inside
A growing wish, a longing wish
Just let me hear your voice and see your face
Sometimes it’s like a different you
You always have this guarded look
I want to see your true smile
Your true self for me
Sometimes I see the softest gaze
A look I’ve seen and no one else
Has seen of you and I believe
That it’s meant for me
So I hold on to you and hope one day
You will tell me, that you care for me
Though we can’t exist, forbidden love
But don’t go… Don’t leave my side and,
For you, only you, let me hear your deepest wish
Look inside, to your inner soul
One look, it’s all I need to feed what’s inside
Just one kiss, just one touch
The chains that bind come loose with your eyes
One look, just one look and everything’s okay
‘Cause inside, there’s a growing wish
Tried so hard to stop these feelings growing wild
A simple touch, a simple smile
Just let me hear your voice and see your face
One look, just one look and you make me feel like this
Deep inside, there’s a strongest wish
One look, still I try so hard to stop inside
A longing wish, a growing pain
I never knew, that I could love like this
Criticism much appreciated =)